Struggling

Over the last little while I have been doing really well. I have been really happy, enjoying my time with Farron, and have been getting use to life here. And the struggle with work was getting so much better, I wasn't stressing, or worrying, and I wasn't getting sick in the mornings. But the last few days I have been having mini melt downs in the morning. I have no idea what is going on but I just dread going to work and once I get that feeling, I think about home and how much I miss everyone and it is just a big snow ball effect from there. Anyways, I just needed to vent and I am just hoping I can overcome all of this. It's a bit scary really and I am feeling like I have lost control.

Better days are coming, right?