Desire to be Sad

As I sit here tonight watching Hope Floats I have come to the realization that I actually enjoy being sad. Or atleast I think I must. I mean nothing beats watching a sad sad movie and trying to hide the tears as they roll down your cheek. Or how about listening to the same miserable song over and over again and just waiting to hear it again and again so you feel that twinge of sadness. It just seems every now and again a good ole cry does wonders for a person....but maybe it's just me!