Sheer Terror

For those of you who may not know I start my career monday. And to say the least I am terrified. I went into the office yesterday for a few minutes to get familiar with my cubicle, etc... I think it might have been a huge mistake, the hygienist was showing me all this new stuff that Dal neglected to teach me. Anyways, I know it is all new and I am not suppose to feel comfortable my first day but I am just so scared of not liking it, messing up, or getting fired.

My first appointment on monday I will be there all alone, no assistant, hygienist, or denist. I have to fend for myself and that kinds freaks me out. I am such a worrier and I am just thinking about all the possible things that can go wrong. I have no confidence in myself and it is driving me crazy. I have been doing this for two years, I know what I am doing! So why do my thoughts try to tell me otherwise.