Babies are So Cute

Lately, I find myself saying "Awww he/she's so cute. I want a baby!" This is a bit perplexing as I know I am in no way ready for a baby. I have no job, as of yet, no moterly skills, and am across the country from the majority of my family. Still there is this little twinge within me that keeps telling me I want a baby.
Babies are so soft, cute, and cuddly and they smell so fresh (most of the time). Their hair, eyes, and smiles with big dimples makes me melt. I know I will not be having a baby for a long long time, and I know this is for the best...really I do. But as guess I time passes and I keep seeing babies I realize just how badly I want one.
On the flip side there are so many downsides to being a mom and I know at this point I am not mature enough or prepared to handle them. For example I am a really good sleeper and hate to have it interupted, secondly babies cry...A LOT. I can not handle a great deal of noise too well. And babies get sick and poop all the time, they spit up, and I can't give them back to their mom (since I would be the mom) when I don't know what to do. And they teethe!!!!!
I guess the whole purpose of this blog is to get Farron all up on arms, since yesterday he told me I didn't want a baby, which translates into he doesn't want one so I can't have one. A baby is a really big decision and in a few years I hope Farron and I make the right one. But for now there is no baby for me.