So MAD I could Spit

From the title it is pretty clear I am a tad upset. Sometimes little things just really grind my gears and well today a lot of them are grinding. The last one, is so stupid but still I am so upset about it, I tried to put my foot down for once. And well it didn't work! I got squashed, completely walked over and I am SOOOOOOO MAD!!!!!! I want to scream at the top of my lungs for as long as I can. I hate being here, I hate that I have to pack, study, and try not to eat! It's just not working I want something sweet sooo bad but I can't have it and I really really want it. I hate having to try and lose weight and for what? So people won't say I am fat. People are going to talk regardless, might as well give them something to talk about. And as long as they are talking about me, someone else will be spared, right? And then there is this whole board licensing exam thing. And well I have barely studied, I don't know what to study, and I certainly do not want to study! Some people say if you know it you know, don't study and others say you need to study. So I am confused and stressed because it is next tuesday and I seriously do not know what to do. And well....I guess that is enough complaining for now. I am just sick of being stepped on!!!!!