What's a Girl to Do?

Some events have been happening in my life which have really made me stop and think. My uncle suddenly passed away a little over a week ago. So my sister and I travelled home to spend some time with my mom and to pay respects to my Big Bubba, and his family. Sitting at the funeral I realized just how important family is. That is what life is all about, Family. And here I am planning to move away from my parents, sibblings, niece, and nephews!!! And for what? MONEY. I just think this is so sad, I love my family so much and would love to spend every minute with them. I have never lived too far from home before, everyone has always been only a few hours away but now they will all be a flight away (except my brother and he is the reason I am so looking forward to moving, to being close to him and his wife). I just feel like I have been going to school forever, to make a life for myself yet inorder to make the life I am forced to run away from home. And then there is the whole wedding planning fiasco. I just don't know what to do. My parent's want me to get married at home and Farron wants to get married in Disney. And I well I don't know what I want. I want to please everyone. My mom really wants to help in planning a wedding and my dad wants everyone to be able to attend, he wants there to be a family party where everyone knows everyone. I know it is mine and Farron's day but I feel like it's a day for my parents too. Time is ticking away and I really am torn. I have just always always always wanted a huge wedding where everyone and there dog comes and I feel like going to Disney there will be very few people who will be able to attend. AHHHH I am so frustrated. What's a girl to do? I thought planning a wedding would be the best experience of my life, but it's turning out to be a nightmare.