Wedding Rant

Lastnight my mom came up for a surprise visit. It was so nice to see and to be able to sit down and make some wedding plans. It's so much easier to make decisions face to face instead of over the phone. Then today I got to skip school to go wedding dress shopping. After trying on 3 I found the perfect dress!!!! I've been on cloud 9 ever since. I am dying to show it to Farron (luckily it's still at the bridal shop so I can't anyway). I am going to try my best and not let him see it, I have to try and atleast do something a bit traditional. This wedding is consuming my life, I can not stop thinking about it I have never been so happy in all my life. Wedding dress shopping was so much fun I almost wish I wouldn't have found one so fast 30 minutes and it was all over! But I am soo thrilled with my dress and it was so nice having mom here to help me pick one. She liked and I liked so now as long as Farron likes it I am all set but I won't know that till the big day.
So now all the dresses are bought, I'm crossing things off my list pretty quickly which is nice. Whoever said you need a year to plan a wedding must have been a really big procrastinator, lol. Things are going along so smoothly, I'm just waiting for a snub up.
Sorry I just keep going on and on. I just can not remember a time I was this happy before. Farron is my life and I can not wait to start our new lives together. We are both so into the wedding plans it's amazing. It's so nice to seem him excited about it as well. We never dreamed that it would happen this fast, but I am so glad it is. It will be so nice to graduate, get married, and be well on our way to our future together. I love it!!!
I can go on and on all night. I am sure no one is reading this or if they are they aren't enjoying it and do you know why? Because it's a happy blog. I've noticed, for me anyways, blogs seem so much easier to read when there is something juicy, like a dilema, gossip, secret, or drama. When everything is peachy keen it just seems boring. It's like tv, reality shows only show the drama, because that's what people want to see. I guess it is human nature to respond more to negative than the positive. Like if this blog was about how me and Farron had a falling out, I think people would be much more intrigged. However, since it is about how happy and in love we are, people will more likely roll their eyes. Anways, sorta got off on a tangent. Sorry
This whole wedding plannind adventure has and hopefully will continue to be amazing. I seriously feel as though I am falling in love all over again with Farron. He is so adorable and he almost seems like a glowing pregnant mom, lol. He is so cute. I just wanna squeeze his little cheeks!!!!!
Well this was a much longer post than I had anticipated, all I wanted to say was I finally decided on a dress!!!

Week-end News

Friday night, saturday morning some friends from back home came up for the night. We stayed up talking till 2:30, went to bed, and up again @ 8 for some heavy duty shopping. We were out till 6:30pm spending money I don't have. I found a few good buys though and got some much needed things for the wedding and some needed summer apparel. Then my friends dropped me off and headed home, while Farron and I hoped on a bus to visit some friends downtown! We all ended up going to Darrell's for a mug up. The food was great...when I got home. It seems I can never eat out at restaurants because my stomach just kills me, but when I get home I am fine and can always eat the left overs from my doggie bag. Why is it called a doggie bag?
Then we came home, watched some tv and went to bed. And now here I sit, I should be doing school work and I am sure I will get around to it, but for now I want to blog.
I am so upset right now. Isn't it amazing how a comment from one stupid stranger can ruin your whole day. I talked to this guy today, he got mad at me for calling him on sunday. And now I just feel awful, my stomach hurts and I feel like crap. I take everything to heart and feel absolutely miserable, even though I am sure he never gave it a second thought. He's probably sitting there going about his normal day not knowing that he has ruined mine!!!! I hate this feeling I get when I feel like I have done something wrong. Then there is the battle I fight against myself as to whether or not I actually did anything wrong. All I did was call him which I am required to do. But then there is the fact that it was a sunday so maybe I shouldn't have? I don't know I just hate this feeling and I wish I had bigger shoulders, to handle these little blunters that come my way. He actually made me cry. Why am I so soft?

Do I Hear Wedding Bells?

Yes yes I do. Turns out I am getting married this July!!!! 7/7/7!!! I am so excited, shocked, overwhelmed, and frightened all at once. The plans are well under way but there is soo much left to plan. I looked so bad today my instructor sent me home from school!!!

I am getting old

You know you are old when sleeping in means getting up at 8am.

The Shocker..need I say more

What Else Could a Girl Want?

Farron is the best man ever!!!

What's a Girl to Do?

Some events have been happening in my life which have really made me stop and think. My uncle suddenly passed away a little over a week ago. So my sister and I travelled home to spend some time with my mom and to pay respects to my Big Bubba, and his family. Sitting at the funeral I realized just how important family is. That is what life is all about, Family. And here I am planning to move away from my parents, sibblings, niece, and nephews!!! And for what? MONEY. I just think this is so sad, I love my family so much and would love to spend every minute with them. I have never lived too far from home before, everyone has always been only a few hours away but now they will all be a flight away (except my brother and he is the reason I am so looking forward to moving, to being close to him and his wife). I just feel like I have been going to school forever, to make a life for myself yet inorder to make the life I am forced to run away from home. And then there is the whole wedding planning fiasco. I just don't know what to do. My parent's want me to get married at home and Farron wants to get married in Disney. And I well I don't know what I want. I want to please everyone. My mom really wants to help in planning a wedding and my dad wants everyone to be able to attend, he wants there to be a family party where everyone knows everyone. I know it is mine and Farron's day but I feel like it's a day for my parents too. Time is ticking away and I really am torn. I have just always always always wanted a huge wedding where everyone and there dog comes and I feel like going to Disney there will be very few people who will be able to attend. AHHHH I am so frustrated. What's a girl to do? I thought planning a wedding would be the best experience of my life, but it's turning out to be a nightmare.