Betrayal

In grade 10 -11 I started writing a bit, a lot of little poems and non-sense and lately I've been feeling the spark again. It's nothing special, but it comes from my heart. I sometimes find it easier to write what I feel in poems, it allows me to get out what I want, I know what I am saying even though others might not get it. It allows me to voice my feelings her for the public while at the same time holding the targets to myself,giving the reader a little mystery, lol. Here's a little ditty about recent events in my life.

My heart is broken in a million little pieces
The thought of you right now makes my stomach turn
We've been through so much, the good and the bad
But this bad sadly may be the end

I had no idea you could treat me this bad
I really thought we had a special connection
I thought I would be there for you and you for me
Once again my big ideas have turned out so wrong

Is this really happening? Are you turning on me?
Why can you not atleast tell me the truth
Why can't you see how you are hurting me
Maybe blinded by love I guess, wearing rose colored glasses

I only hope you wake up before it's all gone
Sadly enough I think you've made up your mind
You've always lived for others never for yourself
Open your eyes, stand on your own, and decide for yourself

I wish I could talk to you, tell you how I feel
I don't want to hurt you or make you feel bad
Decisions I have made may have to be changed
Look at me and tell me the truth



And no this isn't about Farron and I!!!