My Existence

A little about me... I'm a 24 year old female from Nova Scotia Canada, currently living in Calgary, Alberta. As of 07/07/07 I am the wife to most incredible man alive. We both recently graudated from Dalhousie with BScs and diplomas in DH. I am anxious to start my career as a professional bull rider...as of now it's off to a slow start.

Thursday, November 30, 2006

Thirteen Things

I love reading Twyla's blog and have come to love her Thursday Thirteens. So I've decided to try it out.

Thirteen things I cannot live without
1. Farron, ahh how cute, lol
2. Blankets, no matter the temperature I always have to have a blanket on me not sure why
3. Gummy candy, they make life soo much better
4. Christmas, this is my favorite time of the year and it always gives me something to look forwad to
5. Internet, it's my lifeline to the world. Being a shy person it is so much easier to e-mail someone than to call
6. Shoes/Boots, nothing makes me feel more satisfied then finding the perfect pair of footware
7. The ocean
8. Metro bus pass, well if I had a car I could survive
9. Encouragement
10. Money, well...actually I've surviving pretty nicely without it now
11. Walmart, need I say more
12. Laugher, it just makes ya feel so much better
13. Hugs!!!!

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Lobsta' Season


I just received word that Farron has never been out lobstering! I freaked right out. A boy born and raised on the Hawk Road has never been out lobstering. Is this humanly possible? I thought every boy above 5 from back home goes lobstering atleast once? Am I wrong? Apparently I am. Anyways, I've been reading some blogs talking about lobstering, and I've been thinking about my brother hard at it and was thinking how'd I'd like to go out for a day. Being from a small lobstering community, I think I should atleast see what it's like. I mean I really have no idea what lobstering is other than that fact that they throw the traps in the water (have no idea how) and then if you're lucky the next day there are lobsters inside. I've ate enough lobster, I think I owe it to myself to see the whole process first hand. I think Farron should go too, lol.

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Hooray!!!

My hands are fixed!!! Yay!!!

Monday, November 27, 2006

Cutest Thing Ever

If you need to laugh visit this link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5P6UU6m3cqk

Sunday, November 26, 2006

Tomorrow

What a great week-end. It started out with me coming from a long day at school to find a hot supper waiting for me on the table, an empty sink (the pile of dishes magically disappeared), and a cupboard/fridge full of food and some naughty snacks (ju jubes, mars bars, and eggnogg). Farron is the best man ever, I seriously don't think I could survive without him. That night I was so relaxed and just spend some time lounging around. Then saturday continued the lounging and did a little shopping. It was so weird I felt so relaxed, not worried about school, clinic or anything. After shopping all day we decided to come home and watch a movie. We watched Just Friends, it actually wasn't that bad. Although it had Chris Klein in it which was kind of a downer. Then today rolled around and I had an all around good day with my Babe, bought some things at the mall, wrapped some gifts, and did some cleaning.
Tomorrow it's back to school I go and I'm a bit nervous about a couple of things...Wish me luck!!!

Saturday, November 25, 2006

Christmas Cards

I received my first Christmas card of the year in the mail today! Thanks Aaron and Tanya, and the pictures are absolutely beautiful. I'm goning to miss you guys this Christmas, but hopefully we'll be seeing you this Spring.

Things I Miss

Okay so I am really into the whole list thing, so I thought I'd write about 10 things I miss.

1. My Nana. From the time I was born till the time my Nana died when I was 13, I spent every sunday afternoon at her house. This was a time when the whole family came together aunts, uncles, counsins, etc.. I loved sunday afternoons, I loved looking in her closet and trying on all her shoes (She had a shoe addiction much like myself), giving myself makeovers with her makeup and nailpolish, trying on her jewlery, and playing with my cousins (this was the only time I got to see them). My Nana always had candies, chocolate, gummies, chips, pop, cheese, homemade fugde and homemade bread there for all of us to pigout on and that we did, is it any wonder I am the size I am? My Nana was the hippist 70 year old lady I've ever met, she had a boyfriend, she went shopping every saturday in Yarmouth for a new outfit and shoes, she had more purses than I had ever seen, and she was active in her church choir and community. I love my Nana so much and wish she was still here. After her death there was no meeting spot for the family and therefore we don't get to see eachother that often. I wish my Nana could have met Farron I know she would have loved him and they would have got along great. She loved to tease and I will always miss her. I love you, Nana!
2. Bonkers! I remember as a kid going to the old Pharmacy in Barrington and everytime I'd go there mom would buy me a pack of Bonkers. I loved those chewy candy so much. They tasted so good, grape, strawberry, etc...Oh my mouth is watering
3. Calgary. I had such a good summer in Calgary. I miss the C-train. That train just zipped everywhere, you never had to wait at all. Back here in Halifax the bus is always late and you always have to wait atleast 20 minutes between runs!!!! I miss going to the Bow River, the Stampede, the zoo, playing with Cocco and Suki, visiting with Aaron and Tanya, having a washer and dryer, having a bathroom off my bedroom, and cable.
4. I miss spending time with my Dad. I remember when I was youger I was always in his truck. Whether he was going to the wharf or for a ride around the Point I was there. He took me everywhere he went. I loved those days when everything seemed simple and I didn't have to worry about beig a girly girly, I could where my little rubber boots and go aboard his boat, help fiberglass (well maybe get in the way) or trot into the bait shed with him and not even mind the smell.
5. Christmas mornings as a kid. I remember Christmas Eve we'd sit around the livingroom sucking in the woodstove heat, and then we'd all take turns opening one gift. I always got to go first because I was the youngest. Then we'd all go off to bed with excitement, I always had a hard job going to sleep and we were all early to rise, never later than 5 am. We'd each open our stockings that were left by our bedroom doors, then we'd run in wake up Mom and Dad and watch them open their stockings. Then we'd all go downstairs, Dad would start the fire and Mom and Dad would take turns reading of Christ's birth and say a prayer. Then we'd take turns going around opening our presents and once again I always got to go first because I was the baby. Every year I would get a doll (and still do). After opening our presents we'd go visit my aunt and uncle, come home eat turkey, and then spend the rest of the day at my Nana's house. We'd also visit my Aunt Joanne and she always had a gift wait for me (a doll and still carries on this tradition, she didn't buy me a doll 2 years ago and felt so bad later that day she brought me up one she got for Christmas :) ). I can't wait to have a family of my own to carry on these very traditions.
6. Being outdoors. I know this sounds crazy but I so miss playing outside as a kid. Growing up I spend 80% of my time outside. I was always outside playing with the neighbourhood kids. We would all get together and play baseball, twice around the house, home free, go sliding, play war, have apple fights down back, go swimming, climb trees, go biking, skating at the local pond, or play in Elton's hammock. Do kids even go outside anymore? I loved playing outside by myself making mudpies or even playing with dinky cars in the dirt. I remember Erin and I once found old roller skates in the barn and spend the next month roller skating after school. Me and her played together all the time, her gradfather built her the coolest club house we'd play in there for hours. She taught me how to ski and climb trees, speaking of which I went to jump out of on of those trees we climbed and the neck of my shirt got caught around a branch and I was tangling there choking her grandfather had to come get me down. Oh the good old days, lol.
7. Cruising. In senoir high I spend so many nights just driving around with Andrew, Ryan, Troy, Jamie, and April. We'd have no destination just driving, listening to music, and fighting. Oh it was so much fun. This one time we were in Ryan's car, I was in the back seat with my window down and decided to stick my head out the window. Well my arm hit the window up button and the window came up to my throat and I could speak I was trying to get there attention but they didn't know what was going on and I was so panicy I didn't dare hit the window button because I didn't know which way was up and which way was down. Eventually I was able to calm down a hair and push the button the right way, lol. It was the scariest yet one of the funniest moments I can remember.
8. ICQ. This is where April and I spent many a nights talking to guys about 20 a time, and sometimes pretending we couldn't speak english it was so fun. This is also where Farron and my love began to blossom, lol. We started talking online and well things just took off from there. Don't tell anyone but Farron is the reason I bought a computer, so I could have ICQ and talk to him. It was the best $1600 I ever spent! Miranda always joked with me about this, lol. We'd try to find info. out for each other by talking to guys for eachother and then we'd message each other, we'd stay up so late school nights doing this, it was so much fun. MSN just isn't the same, or maybe it's just that I am older now, who knows.
9. Crow's Neck Beach. Over the summers I spent quite a bit of time. April and I would often go for walks there when we were in our "let's lose weight phases." And mom, dad, and I would often go there as well. On occasion i would even going swimming, even though the water left me purple. And a whole gang of us wouldn't often go there for walks, run from birds, and have bonfires. I even spent the night there once, a whole group of us went camping. We stayed up late telling stories, i couldn't stop laughing and will never forget that night it was oh so much fun. I also liked going to Crow's neck and sitting on the rocks at the end of the beach watching the waves come in and thinking about my future...and well now my future is here.
10. And lastly the camp. The end of grade 11 I was introduced to "The camp". This is a log cabin Farron, Matt, Jay, and Og made. You have to trudge through the woods about 20 minutes by foot and be careful not to fall off the logs into the bogginess. But once there is was all worth it. The times I went the place was always packed and very lively. The stories I could tell but to save my innocence my lips are sealed. It would be so nice to go back there for a visit, I really love that place. Everytime I was there I just felt so happy it was so nice....

Thursday, November 23, 2006

Stick it to the Man

So the other day I was craving ice cream like crazy, so I told Farron I'd treat him to an ice cream over our lunch break at school. So at lunch we trot over to the ice cream place at the IWK, it's a new little shoppe that sells ice cream, slush, and pizza. People in our class are always ranting about how good the ice cream is so I was so excited to finally be trying it. I had my flavour all picked out I was getting arctic orange, it looked so good on the sign, it was vanilla soft serve with orange ripples all around it, oh I could almost taste it. So I walk up to place my order and tell the punk what I want and he responds with "Oh we don't have any ice cream today." My jaw dropped, I was seriously dumbfound what kind of ice cream place doesn't sell ice cream???
Anyways, I was in such a bad mood after that. So at the end of the day I was still craving ice cream so we decide to go to Dairy Queen and indulge in a blizzard. I decided to try the new Caramel Chocolate chip cheese quake blizzard and so didn't Farron. So we sit down to eat them and once again are sadly disappointed, it was vanilla ice cream with chocolate bits in it, hardly any caramel and literally no cheese quake at all. We eat about a third and keep complaining about how there is nothing in it. So for once in our lives we decide to stick it to the man and get what we actually wanted!! We are so tired of getting walked on in life, we finally decided to stand up for this one little thing, and take it out on the poor Dairy queen workers. We went to the counter and in a nice way told the girl there was no cheesequake in the blizzards, she's like, " Oh well sometimes the machine just grinds them up." We remain quiet and finally she offers to make us new ones. We except and this time they were sensational, chunks galore, swirls and swirls of caramel, and chocolate bits everywhere. It was so good and felt nice to finally stand up for ourselves in this small way. Glad the machine didn't grind up the chunks this time, lol.

Here I Sit

Today was lovely, up at 7:05 had to catch my bus at 7:35!!! Then class from 8-1pm, meeting from 1 - 1:15, another meeting from 1:30 - 4:00pm, and now here I sit still at school waiting for Farron's meeting to end so we can go home.
On a plus note Teanne and I went to look at the Westin hotel lastnight in hope of finding a location for our grad supper. We both fell in love with the place and are hoping the class agrees with us. The location is perfect, the venue is beautiful, the planner seems genuine, there's lots of parking, discounts on rooms, and they'll do everything for us!!! I am so looking forward to the taste testing :)
I can not wait for graduation, literally I can not wait to set foot out of this place and I vow I will never have anything to do with Dalhousie University again. This is an accredited university which means we have to meet certain requirements in order to graduate. Well it just so happens one requirement is to complete a certain amount of a certain type of client, and well they do not have the supply of patients to go around which means a number of us students will not meet this requirement in time line we have been given. And they are doing nothing that we can see to fix this and try try as we may there is nothing we can do to help the situation either....crappy.
Oh well enough complaining...I'm really not this cranky all the time. I just find this a really good place for me to vent. I am so looking forward to Christmas, I can not wait to come home. This Christmas is going to be so exciting I get to spend it with all 4 of my niece and nephews!!! However, Aaron and Tanya are moving in to their new house and can't make it home so that's a bit of a downer. I am so excited about driving around and seeing all the lights, eating lots of turkey, visiting friends, wrapping a few presents, and going shopping for Mom with Dad :)

Monday, November 20, 2006

Well I did it

I arrived to school today with my hands looking like they had been mauled by wild cats and feeling like they were on fire. I was suppose to attend a rotation today, but after showing my instructor my war beaten hands she suggested I go to the doctor and that I did. I only had to wait 30 minutes, seems I have contact dermatitis and may be allergic to the gloves I wear in clinic. So I have to use this special lotion, cover my hands with it at night and sleep with cotton gloves on, how attractive. Anyway that's the update with my hands

Sunday, November 19, 2006

This is what school does to me


Okay so the picture doesn't do justice, but if you look closely you can see the little raised red dots on top of my hands and between my fingers. Everytime my hands go near water they itch like crazy, and if I scratch them they become inflammed and hurt a lot. Even if I don't scratch them they weep like crazy and are really disgusting looking. I'm so embarrassed I look like some kind of monsters, this is the worst they have gotten yet. I went to the pharmacy a few weeks back and they gave me some medicated lotion. I don't think it's working....so I guess the doctor is my next option....

Saturday, November 18, 2006

My day with a little man

My nephew arrived today for the afternoon. He is so adorable and his accent is sooo strong, I can't help but smile everytime he speaks. When he walked in saw the Christmas tree he said "That's some pretty Christmas tree you got there." It sounded so cute. We spend the day baking/decorationg cookies, playing dominos, doing laundry, telling jokes, and playing bouncy balls. I tried telling him a knock knock joke, here's how it went
Me: Knock, Knock
Him: Who's there
Me: Banana
Him: That's not a funny joke
I had such a good visit with him and can't wait to see him next time.

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Breathe in Breathe out




This week's homework assignment was to try to meditate for 20 minutes and write about my experience. At first I snarled up my nose and was dreading the whole thing. I considered making up the whole assignment, but since I had a little bit of free time I decided why not give it a go. So there I sat in my room, legs crossed, back straight, hands in lap, eyes closed, deep breath in and out. At first this really killed my back and I thought I was going to cry from sheer pain. Anyways, I kept going and focused on my breathing and after a minute or so the pain subsided. And it was so strange at first my mind was all bogged down with useless thoughts, but then as time went on I actually felt relaxed and my mind drifted back to my teenage happy place, Crow's Neck beach. It was so nice, I actually started smiling thinking about it. I could see myself sitting on the rock at the end of the beach watching the waves roll in and thinking about the future. While meditating I also was reminded of the boat rides Dad use to take me on, and the times Mom and Dad and me would drive down to the lighthouse on the way home from church and look at the crashing waves, watch the light go round, and listen to the fog horn (to this day that is still one of my favourite sounds). I'm really glad I gave meditation a try, it actually was really refreshing and brought up a lot of good memories I had forgotten, or put aside. Lately, I've been so miserable it seems I've been focusing on all the negative in my life it was nice to be able to think about the good things in life for once. I miss the Ocean....

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Give me give me

I know what I want, I can't have it, and it makes me angry. I can't help acting like a baby...well maybe I can but I don't want too.

Career Change

Over the week-end Farron and I were busy preparing a lesson plan for grade 3 students. We were given a 40 minute time slot at a local elementary school and asked to perform 3-5 objectives in relation to oral hygiene for 25 students. I had a ball doing this. I loved shopping for supplies, thinking of neat educational games, and best of all making posters, handouts, etc... It was so enjoyable. And then this morning we gave our performance. I was nervous right before we started but after a few seconds I was in the swing of things, I didn't have to look on my cheat sheet to know what to say or do next, everything just ran smoothly. The students were very energetic, and full of stories. I had such a good time, we're doing it again next week and I am really looking forward to it.
If teachers and hygienist made the same amount of money I would definitely make a career change. This kind of makes me wonder...maybe teaching is what I should be doing....
School is really bothering me. I tossed and turned fridaynight as well as lastnight, till 1 in the morning. All I can think about is this one client I am seeing. I am so stressed out!!!!!

Sunday, November 12, 2006

A Single Tear

So tonight I turned on the tv and of course Extreme Makeover Home Edition was on. I like this show to a certain extent, but I can't understand why they go out of their way to make the viewer feel soo selfish, and always always have to make us cry. I don't think I have ever watched a full episode without crying or feeling like crap. I know there are people out there who have to go through a lot and fight for their lives, and children, and happiness and I respect this. But I don't understand how making me the viewer feel bad accomplishes much, other than the fact it puts me in a bad mood and makes me never want to watch the show again. It makes me realize just how little control we have in life...

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Top 10 celeb. crushes

I got this idea from a Twyla's blog and decided to give it a go. So here are the crushes of my adolescence in no particular order.
1. John Stamos - "capesh?"
2. Joey Lawrence - "Whoa"
3. Roberto Alomar - Remember the McCain juice commercials? LOL. Or when he spit on the umpire, that was his most attractive attribute.
4. George Clooney - On Roseanne as Booker, her was such a hottie, not bad now either.
5. Jason Priestly - At the time it was a toss up between him and Luke

6. Hugh Grant - Farron still gives me grief for this one. But in Notting Hill I thought he was a sweetie, "Whoopsie Daisy"
7. Bruce Willis - I think this is self-explanatory
8. Joshua Jackson - Dawson's Creek would have just been wrong without him
9. Ricky the Dragon Steamboat - What happened to the good old WWF I miss it!!
10. Richard Dean Anderson - There's nothing this man can't fix, accept my broken heart, lol. And how hot is that jacket?!??

Jingle bells, jingle bells...

Okay so sunday after studying all day I decided I needed a break and some cheering up, so what better way to put myself in a cheery mood than to decorate for Christmas. Over the week-end my mom sent me some of my Christmas ornaments, so I put them out, hung my stocking, wrapped the pictures on the walls, and put the lights on the TREE. I need to pick up some more ornaments for the tree but atleast it's up and the lights are lit!!! It's so Christmasy I can't help but smile when I come home. I can't wait to get home, I have a feeling this is going to be a very special Christmas.
Oh yeah and sunday night I also made Christmas shaped sugar cookies, they are soo yummy!!!

Sunday, November 05, 2006

Reconnecting

This week-end my bestfriend from back home came up for a visit. It was so nice to see and talk to her again, it had been almost a year since we've seen eachother. She arrived friday night with her sister and 2 other friends, we stayed up till 1:30 just chatting and laughing. It was so relaxing, I really enjoyed having my mind off of school and the stresses of life for a change. Then saturday night we all went out to the mall for midnight madness. I found the most beautiful winter jacket in a size 3, and it fit!!! That was the highlight of my night, lol. Then we found this new craft shop called the Pumpkin Patch, or something to that effect, they have the cutest Christmas decorations, so I was able to pick up a few socking stuffers.
It was so nice to reconnect with April. She is such an amazing person and is so talent! She's always been there for me and I am so grateful that she is in my life and feel so bad that we drifted apart for awhile. I'm hoping we get to see eachother more often in the next year before I move away.

Friday, November 03, 2006

Ever so Lucky

I have been so fortunate this year with the patients I have been assigned at school. So far I have only had one cancellation and all of my patients are sooo kind and understanding. But today I had my favorite patient, I could talk to her for days and days, she is the sweetest lady ever. She reminds me of my grandmother. She has had to come in to see me four times, and each time she comes with no complaints, and is always encouraging me, and giving me pats on the back. Well her last appointment we were talking about a trip to Italy that she took, it was fascinating all the sites they took in. Anyways, she comes in today for her appointment with a gift for me. It was a scarf she bought in Italy!! I thought that was just the sweetest thing, it made my day!!

Thursday, November 02, 2006

Lost

Sometimes it seems as though life is just crashing in on me and it makes it really hard to breathe...