Ratna

I am experiencing the confused state of Ratna, feeling as though I am not being enough. I just sometimes sit here and wonder why I was put here, what my true calling is. I feel as though I am not doing what I am suppose to be doing. I just feel so unsatisfied with dental hygiene...I try telling myself it's more than it is. I mean I want to make a difference, I want to be doing something that influences people's lives. I would love to work with the underprivileged, set up a home for the homeless, organize paid afterschool care for children of single working parents, work with troubled youth, work with children with learning disorders, help kids and teens with psychological problems, etc...So why am I here? Because I don't know where else to go.
Tomorrow could be my breaking point, I have two clients booked and have no idea what I am doing...
Oh well enough complaining for one night!!!