Inspiration
Okay so I was reading someone else's blog and became rather inspired to lose weight. I have this urge about once a week or so and it seems to always fade away faster than I even start.
This time I am truly going to try, and if I fail I will try, try again.
I am so tired of hating the way I look and feel, tired being self-conscious, tired of being fat! It's time I actually try and change, time I start taking care of myself, time I gain some self control. I know it is going to be an uphill battle with lots of obstacles in my way, but I can do it and I am going to do it, even if it kills me.
Here's a before pic, and I will post an updated one of my progress after Christmas
posted by cinders @ Tuesday, October 03, 2006
4 Comments:
You are NOT fat!
I would love to be your size. I really don't think you need to lose any weight, but I guess that's just my opinion. You know how you feel.
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Well, I guess it's just I'm in class 40-50 hours a week with 37 girls and their average size is 3! It's so difficult being around them and not feel fat and ugly, they just seem so perfect it makes me a little sick. It would just be nice for once in my life to feel beautiful. I sound so pathetic, sorry.
You're not pathetic at all. But I think you compare yourself to other women alot, and I know you'd be happier if you just accepted yourself for who you are. I know it's easier said than done, but it can be done. :-) And just remember, a lot of those size 3 girls, probably aren't happy with themselves either.
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