Defeat

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So today was a really bad day. It started out with being late for my first class (no wonder it starts at 8!), then the day preceeded to clinic. Well, today I had a rotation in a different clinic setting and found it really difficult to get my flow going resulting in the instructor basically doing all my work. Then I had a quick break to inhale lunch ( a tuna wrap..fishy). Next I spend 2 hours trying to learn how to do an amalgam restoration. So yeah after one try the profs except me to be able to do a near perfect amalgam filling on a human..it ain't happening!! I am just having trouble coping with the fact that I am in school for two years and after a 15 minute demo it is expected that I will be able to do sealants, amalgams, and composites..AHHH!!!