Answered Prayers

Okay so the weeks are passing by faster and faster, which is a good thing I guess. But I just feel like things are going by so quickly I can't catch up and never will. I feel like clinic is just rushing past me and I need to grab on but there is no chance of holding on long enough...
That being said this week in school actually wasn't too bad. Monday I finished two patients which was a huge success, however I had a breakdown at home monday morning. This is how it went, I was dreading school soo much and really really was comptemplating rather or not I would be returning. After about an hour of tears and reassurance from dear old Farron I was out the door. I was so upset, because I hate the feeling I get about clinic and doing this for the rest of my life. I just worry way too much about everything and am scared I will drive myself crazy. Anyway, off to school I went and saw my first patient at 2:00 and was able to complete them, yay!!! I was way too nervous to eat after that, because I had a new patient coming in in the evening so no food for me. By this time I had developed a migraine and was doing all I could not to up chuck. So 6 o'clock comes I meet my new patient and to my surprise finish him in one appointment!!! This was amazing for me, because it usually takes 3-4 appointments for me to finish some people. So by now my mood has changed and I've decided that maybe this hygiene thing isn't that bad. However, it's now 9 o'clock at night and I have yet to eat, my head is still pounding and I manage to get in the house just in time to throw up!!! Gross....Oh well at least it made me feel better. Then wednesday comes along and I am able to finish another patient, which was another huge success for me because last year it took me 3 appointments to complete the same patient.
Monday before school, I had decided that is I had a bad day in clinic I would not be going back, that was it I would be done and I would find some other way to support myself. And it turns out I had the best day I have ever had in clinic. My mom is always praying for me, I think God heard her prayer and gave me a helping hand on monday. Thanks Mom!!