Overwhelmed

So yesterday afternoon something really overwhelming happened inside of me. It's a bit difficult to explain but all these negative emotions came over me, my mind was racing, and I just felt completely hopeless. While eating supper I burst into tears, and had to go have a little cry. I've lost a little bit of my appetite, find it hard to laugh, and just don't feel like myself. It's a bit scary.

I've only been to school for 4 days and I am already stressed to the max. I'm not sure what to do I just feel like this is the last place I want to be. I am so sick of school, and having to worry constantly on how I am doing, what I am doing, and if I am going to be able to do this. I see so many people who do fine withut post secondary education, and find myself wondering why I am here.

I am a little homesick. I miss my family and want to go home. I don't want to do this school thing anymore....