My Existence

A little about me... I'm a 24 year old female from Nova Scotia Canada, currently living in Calgary, Alberta. As of 07/07/07 I am the wife to most incredible man alive. We both recently graudated from Dalhousie with BScs and diplomas in DH. I am anxious to start my career as a professional bull rider...as of now it's off to a slow start.

Saturday, June 24, 2006


I don't get couples who can't stand eachother for more than an hour at a time. My future husband and I have been together for 6 years, lived together for 5, worked together for two summers, and been in the same program at school for a year. We are separated for a total of approximately 8 hours a week, and we both would not have it anyother way. We just can't get enough of eachother, we have the same thoughts, lol. When we are not together I feel like a piece of me is missing and I am not as happy as I normally am.
I've had people say "how can you work together, I'd get sick of seeing my boyfriend." Or "me and my boyfriend could never live together." My question would be "Why on earth are you together then?". In my opinion I would never date anyone I couldn't see myself marrying, isn't that the reason people date to find a life partner? What's the point of having a partner you can't stand being around??

Friday, June 16, 2006

The phenomenon of leg cramps. This is one mystery that has yet to be solved, the story behind chalie horses. I had one a few days ago and shortly after three bruises appeared and tonight while typing another one surprised me, forcing me into a screaming mess and very close to tears...they are soo painful. If the cause behind muscle cramps is ever discovered, I think it should be used to inflict pain on prison inmates. It just seems soo weird not having control of your own body. It's very frightening for me, I panic and start thinking it will never end and I will be in a state of constant leg cramp how sucky would that be? I also get toe cramps, and as painful as they are I can never stop laughing when I get them due to s funny story from highschool...I miss you Mir!!!

Thursday, June 15, 2006

Shoes Shoes Shoes. I've been in Calgary for a little over a month and a half and have already bought 3 pairs of shoes! I can't stop myself. I don't know why it is but I just love shoes and shoe shopping, well actually I lie I think I do know why it is. As a child, adolescent, and part of my teen years I found it very difficult to find clothes that fit do to my weight, so because of that I think I took a bigger interest in shoes because I knew I could find a pair that would fit and I wouldn't have to suck in or be embarassed of the size

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Bruises....I have a total of 21 bruises on my legs and I have absolutely no idea where any of them came fr0m. For the past month and a half I have been breaking out with bruises...and well I am beginning to worry. This has happened twice before and both times I seeked a doctors advice with absolutely no results. They say hmm that's weird, hmm. And that's it no follow up, no blood work, no specialist, etc... So this time I don't know what to do?? Should I be concerned or not??

Monday, June 12, 2006

Okay so I have a shoe addiction. I will admit I was in denial for a really long time then a few days ago something happened that made me realize I value shoes and there looks just a little too much. My significant other and I decided to go to the mall shopping. I put on my new dress pants, they were rather long so of course I needed to where heels. And the heels I chose to sport where none other than my funky multi-colored heel single strap sandals, which may I add have never been worn before. These open toe shoes looked magnificant and complimented my outfit very nicel, so off we trotted in the rain to the bus stop. Yes that is correct I chose to wear sandals in the rain because my more practical closed toe shoes just did not seem right with the outfit, although comfortable they don't look the most attractive. Fast forward a bit with me we have now arrived at the mall and my feet are drenched and well the single strap across my toes has cut into me like a jagged set of thorns. By the time we reach the mall we have to set aside all of the window shopping and go straight to Zellers where I am forced to purchase some of the ugliest shoes I have ever seen , just to avoid the sheer pain my beautiful summer sandals have created! I love shoes...however I think I have now realized on a small small scale level that maybe comfort as well as beauty should play a role...a very small small small scale mind you.