Well I survived it...

AHHH!!! I'm am so nervous, I hate this feeling I get in my stomache before every single clinic. I'm so paranoid of doing things I should know how to do wrong, forgetting little things, not answering something correctly or even not being able to answer it at all. And the thing is nobody I talk to seems to get it. They say I'm too hard on myself, I need to get over it, or ask why. If I knew the answer to why, or if i could do anything about it I would, the problem is I don't know what to do or how to do it!! I just wish I could wake up some morning and be told oh yeah you never have to go to clinic again, you don't have to be a dental hygienist, you can stop, relax and do what you really want to do. Ok now back to reality I have clinic in 2 and a half hours and my tummy is already telling me I'm in trouble, start to worry, don't forget about it, just keep thinking about it and how awful it's going to be. I really can say I hate THIS, all of it!!!