If anyone out there ever reads this I just have one question, do you ever feel like you have no choice in life? I mean lately I just feel as though I am getting pushed through life day after day. I wake up, i eat, I go to school, and I sleep. I mean I feel as though my life has no meaning and everything I want seems unobtainable I mean life just seems to be taking control of me instead of me taking control of it. I feel as though I am living my life through societey trying my hardest to do what I know is expected and not daring to go against the grain and really go for what I want. I can't believe it..but I'm scared of society. I can not believe I am saying that sacred of society?