I was just thinking how two people can be so incredibly different, not in appearance but in thoughts, attitudes, beliefs, etc.. I noticed these two girls today on the bus who were just totally carefree and enjoying every moment of their being. Me on the other hand, I worry about everything. And when I say everything I mean everything. I worry constantly about what people are thinking of me, what I look like, smell like, sound like, etc.. I worry about what people will say to me and what I'll say back, I worry about eating in front of people, talking in front of people, reading in front of people, walking in front of people, and the list goes on and on. I'm a freak I guess. I just wish there was a way for me to get past this and live life to the fullest everyday without worrying every second about something different. I'm me and whatever in life is meant to happen will happen so why should I worry about it anyways? Right?

Yay!! I'm in a great mood. Two of my friends finally moved up to the city, so now I have more ppl to go out with. As well I'm in a new program at school and meeting lots of new ppl. Tonight we're all going on a boat cruise which hopefully will be alot of fun, I'm so excited!!
Well this isn't much of a blog posting but I'm in such a great mood I just had to post.
Well off to get ready for tonight.