Ah what a day. I started back to school today and was on the verge of tears for most of the day, realizing this isn't where I want or expected to be in my life at this point, oh well. Then I was so excited because a certain friend of mine was coming by work with me while I picked up a few things. I was excited because it's one of the first really jobs I've had and couldn't wait to show him the lab and where it is I actually work. I was quickly disappointed when he opted to wait for me downstairs, even though I told him I'd love for him to come see my work space!!! Ahh the little things in life that seem to matter to me the most often go unnoticed! Well I'm off for now, it's supper with the class.

Today was an all around good day. I have the greatest guy in the world, he cooks, he cleans, he's intelligent, he's gonna be rich, and he loves me. Since I have it so good I feel as though he should have something in return as well. I'm working on it and hopefully by Christmas it'll be half way finished. I know it seems like a long time, but like they say good things come to those who wait, so hopefully he'll stick around and be able to see my hard work, eventually.

Life can be so complicated, confusing, and unfair but I've came to the slow realization that you just have to take one day at a time and not worrying about what you can't change. So many times I've just wanted to give up and at times I have, but really all that matters is that even when you fall just pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and begin the journey all over again this time learning from your mistakes. Life is a big lesson and I am sure if we all had a second chance we'd do it a bit better, but we don't have that opportunity, so live life with no regrets, don't sweat the small stuff, and don't fret the past!

Well this is my first post it won't be much, just thought I should post something since this has been up for awhile with nothing on it. I'm anxiously awaiting the arrival of my sister and my niece and nephew. Why is it we clean like crazy when we're having company only to have it torn apart as soon as they get here? Ah the joys of being a grown up. I really dispise cleaning but it feels good doing it..anyways I'm off to do some more before they get here!