Unexpectancies

As I sit here typing I am just thinking about all the things that happen in life. There seems to be a general guideline of milestones and events we are expected to achieve/experience. We achieve and experience them, but so what? What does it prove that I get married? Have a baby? Get a career? What does it all mean? These small trivial milestones don't create better humans or a better world, in my opinion it's life's unexpectancies that make people who they are and better for them.

Over the past two years I have experienced so many things I didn't think I'd ever have to go through. None of these experiences were pleasurable in anyway, they we all battles. Some of these battles were very difficult to fight through, and there were times I did not think I would make it. But some how, I overcame these set backs and was able to conquer them. Through all of this trials I feel as though I am a stronger person. Now I am prepared to fight my next fight, or enjoy the positive things life has to offer.

Through all of this I guess I have learned that life is always prepared to throw you the unexpected and as people we have to be prepared to stand tall and roll with the punches!

Wow

I haven't updated this site in awhile and just wanted to pop on and check in. The holidays are over for another year. This was the second one away from home, it seems to be getting easier but not being able to see the ones you love over Christmas is really tough. My nieces and nephews are growing so fast and not being apart of their lives is really difficult. Pictures are really nice but just don't make up for the memories you're not apart of.

The new year is here and I have set and broke a few resolutions already. But I guess that's why there are tomorrows, for fresh beginnings. I have the typical weight loss one, which I am pretty confident won't happen. Not having a full length mirror in the house doesn't exactly encourage weight loss anyways. And I have a few other resolutions such as not complaining about work, getting my driver's license (which no one believes I will, and why should they I am 25 and still can not drive to save my life), etc... Hopefully in some small way I will be able to improve myself in the next year for a better and brighter 2010!

Well I guess that's enough for tonight I should get some rest I have a busy morning tomorrow.

One Thing

Why is it when something good happens, something bad has to happen too?

Breaking

I feel like I am having a major break down. Life has thrown at me more than I can handle and at anytime I may explode!

I'm ready to give up!

All Alone

Having the support of a husband is great, but when that's the only support you have it sucks.

Vegas, Here I am

So in 8 work days I will be headed to Vegas!!! Can not wait I am soo excited. Farron and I have never had a vacation together so we decided to take this opportunity and head to Vegas for a much needed and overdue honeymoon!